Thursday, October 30, 2008

Jason Mraz...I'm Yours

To write something good, you have to write something that you know. This is what I know. So have I told my collegue this evening as we heading out to go back from work, I'll be writing something in my blog. Just to let it out from my system. What was the word I use it with her this evening.... owh! "Nukilan perasaan haruslah disusun atur dalam bentuk perkataan agar terlahir dan terzahir perasaan dan diluahkan keluar dari keresahan hati dan nurani."

Once upon a time, there live a sweet looking young lady that enjoys most of her single life. She was devastated for not being able to make it for the 1st round testing qualification of a rookie racing team. Yet she's enjoying for having the company of the Jom Heboh crew at the place she always hang around with her fellow friends.

That was the night when everything seems so packed, and very thoughtful of her thinking that it will be boring as the previous night was. But, it end up to be something different. Good things happens to someone who just let go of something that they really want and dream about.

As usual, this young lady was enjoying the band that playing at the time and was sweating with her sweat as she dance unstopable with her friends. She was definitely enjoying the time of her life, when this gentlemen offered her drinks which she decline at first. But the gentlement insisted her for having it. So she did. She took the drink and drank it.

There's a number of friend that this gentlement have which she had her eyes on this one long haired gentlement wearing black and white snowcap. But she's being herself, keeping her hands of the guy. So she just wilding around like usual, with her 3 other close friends. When she gets to talk to this one guy from the same group. The guy gave her his card when he realise that she often goes to KL. Then towards the finale of the performance, she gone crazy with this other cute guy who's also wearing snowcap. Til she couldn't go on anymore. She just sat by the stage and watch the humans dancing around like she always do.

Til that moment, the short hair guy with the red snowcap invites her to dance. She decline politely, saying that she's tired and need a rest. But the guy keep on insisting til she couldn't bear it no more. She was so determine to flirt with this guy so the guy tasted her side of wicked and naughty person. They both fitted very well and seems that both of them have the instant chemistry. It very rare to see her dancing around with anonymous guys. But this one is an exception. Eventually, they both enjoying themselves and like it very much. But both of them did a stupid mistake. They stared into each other eyes. Both of them was hooked.

It was the song "I'm Yours" by Jason Mraz made their night. It was their song and a song of thousand memories only from one night. Both of them dance in one rhythm and dances as one. Their body fitted each other very well.

As they are leaving, that was when they learn about each other names. But she didn't dare to give her phone number. Its just not her style. But she did a good deed though to them. She sent them back to the hotel since its late and raining heavily. And she was hoping that she could meet with them again in the morning or later that night.

She deliberately text the guy that gave her his business card, just by telling him her number and sent her regard to the red snowcap guy. She eventually went to watch the sound check event. She did saw him but they were too busy doing the arrangement for the musical instrument. She couldn't be bother to disturb him, saying that she could meet up with them later that night.

When she went to the place she met the red snowcap guy, she receive a message from him after midnite. She was estactically happy and jumping up and down happy for that to happen. She was so excited to meet up again with him and finally she took him out for a ride around the town and sat down for a drink. They talk and talked until they are so hard to let go of each other.

And now, she miss him so much as he left first thing in the morning. It was a hell and heaven of a weekend.....

And officially, she miss Gagarin so much....

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Sempurna

My life is complete now... with everything I have done, accomplish and succeed. I've entered for the Redbull Female Driver Search and was shortlisted for the compulsory round at the roadshow that they have in Boulevard Kuching this weekend. But sadly, i have to let my dreams slip away this time, as i can't afford to go to Kuching at that time. Wish they just could have done it here, in Miri. Since there will be Jom Heboh over the weekend.

My sister in crime, Nora LeBlanc just left for Houstan, with my little nephew, Brandon Lee LeBlanc. I miss them already. I feel bad for bapak, as he was alone and lonely and miss us all. For not being around him and to make him happy. But, life goes on though..

So, what else stores for me. This will tells a lot about me and the time I spent with Nora for the past few weeks... and sis, i still keep the kiss on my rear view mirror....

Kau begitu sempurna
Di mataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujamu

Di setiap langkahku ku kan
selalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkan
Hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adlah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna


Kau genggam tanganku saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh kau bisikkan dan hapus semua sesalku


Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna

Sayangku engkau begitu sempurna.. sempurna.. sempurna..