Saturday, May 24, 2008

Groundbreaking Thinker (GT)

I took a personality test after reading my sister's blog. She's is definitely true about it. I mean... the test is so true.... about myself... Go figure... the statement below tells me in words...

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The groundbreaking thinker is a charming, enthusiastic person. He really bubbles over with energy and likes to take centre stage. He loves variety both professionally and privately. The groundbreaking thinker tackles changes consistently with his optimism and firm belief in his own abilities; he is always on the look-out for improvement possibilities. His excellent communication skills are of great advantage to him here. He approaches the world with curiosity and openness and masters new situations with a great deal of talent for improvising and with resourcefulness. His spare time is taken up with a large number of hobbies; most groundbreaking thinkers like to travel in order to gather as many different impressions as possible. This personality type is unbeatable at discovering new possibilities.

In his work, the groundbreaking thinker highly rates challenges and diversified tasks. He cannot stand routine and too detailed work. He loves to astound others with bold ideas for an original, new project and then leave it up to the others to implement them. Hierarchies, rules and regulations arouse his opposition and he loves outsmarting the system. It is vital to him that he enjoys his work; if this is the case, he quickly becomes a pure workaholic. His creativity best takes effect when he works independently; but he is very good at motivating others and infecting them with his optimistic nature. Conceptual or advisory activities appeal especially to the groundbreaking thinker. It can happen that some people feel somewhat duped by his flexible, spontaneous nature.

His sociability and enterprise ensure that the groundbreaking thinker always has a large circle of friends and acquaintances in which activity plays an important role. As he is mostly in a good mood, he is a popular and very welcome guest. Grumbling and peevishness are unknown to him. However, he does tend to be a little erratic and unstable when it comes to obligations and this makes him appear to be unreliable to some. He is very critical and demanding when it comes to picking a partner because he looks for the ideal relationship and has a very concrete picture of the ideal relationship. Mutual aims in life are very important to him. He does not like compromising and would rather remain alone. For the partner, it is often a challenge to have a long-term relationship with an groundbreaking thinker. The groundbreaking thinker needs a lot of space and diversity or otherwise becomes bored and feels cramped. Types who are rather more traditionalistic often have problems with the willingness of the groundbreaking thinker to take risks and his often crazy, spontaneous actions. However, if one can summon up sufficient flexibility and tolerance for him, one will never be bored in his presence and will always have a loyal and faithful partner in him.

Adjectives which describe your type

extroverted, theoretical, logical, spontaneous, rational, innovative, intellectual, open, independent, curious, enterprising, analytical, clever, enthusiastic, venturesome, inventive, energetic, sociable, optimistic, non-conformist, creative, freedom-loving, charming, able to get enthusiastic, self-confident, communicative, capricious, inconsistent, outgoing

Friday, May 23, 2008

AND THE COOK DID IT!



DAVID COOK took the crown of American Idol. Its the thing that people sees in a talent. Where the different that makes a better well to listen to new kind of music, that David Cook have shown to us. (I'm being unrealistic.... i'm actually The Cook Fan... because of MRManager says on David Archuleta, i feel that Archuleta will win) But was hoping that America will vote for Cook instead... hahahahahaha.....

I'm on a break at the moment. Had a rough class. I was mad at one of my students for screwing up my portfolio and doesn't follow exactly my instruction that i gave to her. I was so pissed off and spent the whole 5 hours to tidy up the mess that she made. And she ends up crying in my class. And I don't know what to do. I hate doing this but they have to learn something. I can't come to the rescue every time she's in trouble. I have to let her go slowly.

Hm... congratulation Nadya.... as for your Cook is the American Idol.... He's indeed a good singer, performer and artist.

Well, back to teaching I guess. Write back again later.( When I have the time....)

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Back From The Holidays....

I went back to Sibu this weekend with my favorite niece, Nurul. They say that kids are like curious cats. They ask questions that sometimes you can't even answer. All the way in the bus, she keep on asking me questions that I can't even answer. Even about how long would it take from Miri to Sibu. To explain the "how long" feels, i just can't describe it to her. It makes me wonder, its good to be kids. We don't know things and we are given the opportunity to ask questions. I think maybe the world genius can't never answer those tricky yet challenging questions.

Sibu was nice. I miss my parents, i miss my room and best of all, i miss my quiet and peace holidays... Well, its worth it for me to be back in my hometown with my favorite niece. She's adorable. And best yet to come, Fyda is expecting. We're hoping (fingers cross) for her to have a baby boy this time.

I'm still shop hunting for superbike or maybe streetbike. Found a few, but still in the decision mode. (hahahahahahaha)

Its my sister's examination day today. I wish her all the best and all the luck in the world for her. Can't wait to have her back soon, though!

What else?? Hm... let see... owh yeah.... American Idol, its the David vs David... who's gonna be Americal Next Idol??? tough decision, but my bet will be on the Diva, as the MrManager calls it!! hahahaha.... so, this is my blog, me without my camera. Hoping for one soon.... keeping my fingers cross....

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

A dozens of flowers


Roses are red, violet a are blue... Tina, I love you!!!



I haven't received any roses from anyone since I broke up few years back. And today, my sister and soulmate; Kartina Abdul Kadir sent me a dozen of roses. It made me cry. I eventually having a hard day and trying somehow to get thru with it... But alhamdulillah... everything went well.

You make my day, Tina... i love you so much.. and miss you tonnes..

My Nunez replied my emails, I get to go back to my hometown this weekend and the best thing, I got roses from my beloved sister soulmate... Kartina... i love you so much, sis!

Last night, there was a strong wind (baby hurricane) along with heavy rain... scary as I am alone at home.. and I'm having this stupid thought in my head of us having twister in our area.. and where the hell i should cover for safety??? I stand at my car porch, watching horrificly the wind blows hard and the rains slapping my face and hair. I can even feel the wind is pushing me away. Its cold and freezing. I was soaking wet eventhough I wore my windbreaker to protect me from the rain. (Like its gonna keep me dry... hahahaha...) With the wooing sound that the wind makes, I feel scared a bit before I overcome my fear.

But gladly... its over by 10pm last nite... so I eventually sleep tight... My sister (Nadya) is asking about my favourite blogger (MrManager). Yes Nadya, he's Sarawakian and he's the Ning's manager now. You can read his blog at MRMANAGER. You'll get new updates on anything by him.... trust me...!!!!


Last week, I missed the International Jazz Festival held in Miri. During the preview at the Al-Fresco compound, the band sounds good. Especially that hot hunk from the Habana Sax... He does turns me on!! (ahaks... sorry... no picture of him... sad isn't it... I lost my N70 and I'm completely cameraless....) But, I have this really hot shot!!


My collegue and I attend for this Celcom Blackberry Hi Tea in Lush Bar, Miri Marriot. I was wondering around when I saw this familiar face. Who doesn't recognise him? He's the most handsome minister (from Sarawak) that I ever laid my eyes on.



Yup, its our Deputy Minister of Tourism, Malaysia: Datuk Seri Sulaiman Abdul Rahman Taib. He's gorgeous and very friendly. He never stop smiling and have a very good sense of humor. I like his character in a minister. Makes a minister more approachable rather than we scared to come up to him and say "Hi! I'm a big fan of yours!"
Me & YB Datuk Seri Sulaiman Abdul-Rahman Taib himself
Seriously, he's very lah friendly one... I've met a few of VVIPs ( a few la...) seldom and rarely I met VVIP like YB Datuk Seri Sulaiman. He's like very down to earth and people's person. He'll make a good minister. InsyaAllah.. who knows.. maybe Sarawak next CM??? hehehehe

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

A day to remember...

I finally started my writings. I've finished up to the third chapter as i'm writing this blog. But still i have conflict with the storyline. My collegue, Syuhaira helped me throughout the process. She's the person who listened to my ideas and read my first 3 chapter. She just can't keep her excitement to herself. She started to hate few of character i created in the story.

Zura called this morning, saying that her ex-father-in-law pass away this morning. She's sad because for her, her ex-father-in-law treated her like his own daughter. AL-FATIHAH!

Then later in the evening, while i was watching American IDOL (which i think either Jason Castro or Syesha will be eliminated) i received SMS from my friend, Michele who's currently in Sabah. Her father pass away yesterday morning due to the sickness that he suffers all these years. Luckily for her, she was in time to go back and be with her father before he go and meet the Creator. My deepest condolences to Badrul Hisham's family and Michele's family for the demise of they beloved father. May his soul rest in peace.....

So, I'm keeping my fingers cross to finished this novel of mine. This would be the first one, if i manage to complete it. "Ira, u better force me to finish the novel...." hehehehehe

Sunday, May 4, 2008

How Quickly People Notice You?

Its 450pm here in Miri. I just finished watching "The Last Holiday" staring Queen Latifah. Its about this lady misdiagnose with Lampington disease and have like only 3 weeks to live. So, she spent everything that she have on a luxurious holiday in Karlovy Vary. Its a cute and nice storyline.

But what more important is, how exactly people notice you, when u are in a crowd? For you are the way you are, may be u are a stand out or blend in or hide away? Stand out is when the people notice u immediately even though u are in a huge crown. Blend in is when it takes a few minutes or hours to notice you are in the crown. Or hide away, is when u try to hide out from everyone in the crowd. Hiding behind everyone's shadow.

I use to be the hide away and now i'm in the blend in. I don't like to be stand out. Even so, sometimes i'm craving for one. Of all my cousin, the only cousin that realise my status has changed is Rashid Salleh. He's not even geographically close to me.. but we're close cousins... yet, he notice the status has change. Yes cuzzy... recently change. trying to adjust myself with the change though. He's not local, and its a long distance relationship. Its gonna be hard for both of us, but we both a fighter... he's absolutely a fighter. No intention of changing the status again in the nearest future... but maybe back to being single... hahahaha... life as a single is so much fun....

I still have lots of hopes to chase. Still lots of things to do, before i really settle down with someone. I dont really want to hurt anyone in the process of marriage, don't you. So, be it this way or single all the way.... and stop refering me to Ngah... im not her... we're totally different in point of view. I have my own view... she had hers.

Yup, Rashid Salleh... the ESPN SportCenter news presenter is my cousin. He's doing well in his job now... I'm proud of him. We all are. He did it with his own effort. He's my mentor, my idol. One day, InsyaAllah.. I will be successful as he is. InsyaAllah. All the best for you cousin. (Buy me something from Jakarta... books maybe... heheheheh ngeh ngeh ngeh....)

Before I pen down, I would like to put my hands together for Chief Minister of Penang, YAB Lim Guan Eng, who put the words into practice. He indeed fly in the economy class just to proof that he really cutting the cost. Check this site out... MR.MANAGER

If all of the rich, rich people think like he thinks, I think the world could be a better and fair place for everyone. I mean, everyone.... DON'T YOU THINK??!!

Friday, May 2, 2008

And he finally called!!!

Such a relieve feeling rush to my heart when I first hear his voice on the phone, at 1030am this morning and 3.30am in UK. I usually leave my phone unattended in the class or in the office. Out of the sudden, I brought the phone with me today. As I walk the hallway with my collegue, arguing of the Hi-Tea Blackberry Launching for Celcom, my phone vibrates and appears the Private Number. I thought it was my cousin. But really, out of the blue.. its him. I've been waiting for ages for him to call and yes... he called. I was like jumping up and down happy....Relieved that he called and finally everything is sorted out. Like I said in my previous post, that's what we're having now. A relationship. I don't want to hurt myself and definitely not him.

Then, there was I, struggling to get better from the fever, flu and cough that I'm having. I should feel happy... But my body just aching in pain. Hm... what should I do? (ape yang aku merepek ni....)

It was a surprise to hear from my Nunez... A surprise indeed. Its our first month anniversary(the first time I saw him, knew him and like him...) Coincidence indeed....

Aku tak tahu apa yang aku mengarut ni... tapi aku rasa, aku perlu berhenti.. sebelum benda-benda lain yang terkeluar... Kalau sempat, aku blog lagi malam sikit or subuh nanti... if I'm awake... owh yeah... i've completed my Grey's Anatomy season 4 up till episode 11. Cant wait for the next episode to be on air... so... catch you guys later.